SELF PORTRAIT

THORNS

Fix me because I am broken 
Fill the dark hole in my soul 
Speak to me now I am open
while the nightmares turn to dreams.
But sometimes I just feel like an alien
Like an alien that comes from the stars
When the noise in my thoughts 
makes me feel like a stone 
rolling fast in the dark

You remember me trying to fall asleep beside you in a bed of thorns

Save me from my real intentions 
Cure the Spleen in my heart
Nothing will ever change here
same old doubts,same old fears
‘Cause sometimes I just feel like a stranger 
like a blind man driving a car
When the cold in the bones 
leaves me stuck in my faults 
I give up all the fight

You remember me trying to fall asleep beside you in a bed of thorns
I could not erease all that sense of shame 
Everything seemed to burn like the sun 

Now it’s too late to burn
It’s too late to burn again