SELF PORTRAIT
THORNS
Fix me because I am broken ….Fill the dark hole in my soul
Speak to me now I am open….while the nightmares turn to dreams.
But sometimes I just feel like an alien…..Like an alien that comes from the stars
When the noise in my thoughts …..makes me feel like a stone
rolling fast in the dark
You remember me trying to fall asleep beside you in a bed of thorns
Save me from my real intentions …..Cure the Spleen in my heart
Nothing will ever change here….same old doubts,same old fears
‘Cause sometimes I just feel like a stranger …like a blind man driving a car
When the cold in the bones ….leaves me stuck in my faults
I give up all the fight
You remember me trying to fall asleep beside you in a bed of thorns
I could not erease all that sense of shame
Everything seemed to burn like the sun
Now it’s too late to burn…..It’s too late to burn again
Light a flame in my eyes ….Keep that flame in your heart...
....Light a flame in my eyes …….Keep that flame in your heart
You remember me trying to fall asleep beside you in a bed of thorns
I could not erease all that sense of shame
Everything seemed to burn like the sun
Now it’s too late to burn again….It’s too late to burn again...dear
FOREVER
Shadows in the head,
Inspiration comes to illuminate the thoughts like fire,
That Turns the world in red,
Passion comes then goes too fast I feel so lost but free as never.
We’ve talked,we talk,we’ll talk of this forever
I remember when i could hold with my own hands the burden of world’s lies .
I could hold my breath and swim across a sea of tears but now the waves just got me tired.
and We’ve talked,we talk,we’ll talk of this forever.
We talked,we hoped,we fought we ‘ve lost together
But now the voices of ghosts are getting louder.
So you cant hear me scream alone i’m going under.
Don’t look into my eyes, the deep would bring you under.
I just want to break free
SNOW
nothing is better than staying here alone
Watching the snow fall slowly
Lost in the silence and peace of the woods I wander.
The cool on my face I feel part of this dream
I want to stay here forever
I’ll build a nest on the top of this tree
I m flying
A Wind of change finally comes
whispering tales of fairies and gnomes,blowing away all the fears
like a punch in the face
Then I go home with the peace in my heart
The ghosts in my mind are sleeping
Sometimes i m strong but sometimes i let them speak for me
If Nothing changes in my little world
If Nothing will ever happen
I Just catch the moment and just let it be forever
A Wind of change finally comes
whispering tales of fairies and gnomes,blowing away all the fears
like a punch in the face
Now I run while you crawl
A Wind of change finally comes
whispering tales of fairies and gnomes,blowing away all the fears
like a punch in the face...
In the face
Come back and save all my hopes
Memory fades in the shade of my soul
I will get through the fear with a punch in my face
IN THE MIRROR
I remember when I was a child,
I used to look at myself in the mirror.
Trying to guess the man I would become
Trying to face all my fears and see clearer
Now I know the road is dark
and I’m driving with just one headlight
Trying to find a way to get through the cold night.
And I know the stars are blind
You can’t catch me ‘cause I am a shadow
I am like an old song on the radio
I remember when I could fly
And the mind was full of colors
Like a rainbow stabbing the sky
In my mind all the hopes for the future
Now I know the road is dark
and I’m driving with just one headlight
Trying to find a way to get trough the cold night.
And I know the stars are blind
You can’t catch me ‘cause I am a shadow
I am like an old song on the radio
Believe me
Believe me
Believe me or kill me
NOWHERE
Letting the mind drift away like a log in the water.
Raindrops And the smell of flowers in bloom.
Winter is gone not to see spring turning into summer
Memory fades in the pale shade of the moon
I remember when I was a feather,
Flying up to the stars in the air.
All the thoughts used to flow in thin air
Now there’s nowhere else to go.
Watching the night sleep in silence From behind a window,
When every tomorrow just look like yesterday.
present and past are erased by the hopes for the future
But Before the After there is Now
I remember when I was a feather,
Flying up to the stars in the air.
All the thoughts used to flow in thin air
Now there’s nowhere else to go.
I MISS ME
I used to play until my fingers bled
I used to sing my rage against the machine.
Teenage angst was something i could swim in
There was no choiche but screaming out my spleen
But now I take
And now I don’t give
And now I breathe
And now I dont scream
But now I Miss me
I Miss the fire in my eyes
She could light the flame of my desire
We could burn and set the bed on fire
I used to fight to hold my whole pain down
I used to smoke to blow my mind away
But now I take
And now I don’t give
And now I breathe
And now I dont scream
But now I Miss me
I Miss the fire in my eyes